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O what miserable nights of watching did you pass, O Cnaeus Plancius! O what
tearful vigils! O what bitter nights! O what a miserable task was that which
you undertook of protecting my life! if I, now that I am alive, am unable to
be of any service to you, though perhaps I might have been of some if I had
been dead. For I recollect, I well recollect, and I never
shall forget, that night when I, miserable man that I was, and led on by
ungrounded hopes, made you who were watching over me, and sitting by me, and
lamenting, some vain and empty promises. I promised that, if I were restored
to my country, then I would in person show my gratitude; but, if chance
deprived me of life, or if any greater violence prevented my return, then I
undertook that these men, these whom we see here, (for what others could I
then be thinking of?) would make you a fitting return on my behalf, for all
your exertions. Why do you fix your eyes upon me now? Why do you claim the
performance of my promise? Why do you implore my observance of good faith? I
was not promising you at that time anything from my own resources, but from
the good-will of these men towards me. I saw that these men were mourning
for me; that they were groaning for me; that they were willing to do battle
in defence of my rights and safety, even at the hazard of their own
lives—I, as well as you, was hearing every day of the regret, and
grief, and complaints of these men; and now I fear that I may be able to
make you no other return beyond tears, of which you yourself shed plenty for
my distresses.
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